My Dad

I have a Dad who has endless money problems. My brother and I never had savings when we were kids. Well, actually we did have but it never last long in the bank. Now that we are grown ups, we still have not much savings. Or rather, I don't have any but my brother's all taken away by Dad. We never understand why and what Dad has to pay all the time... Time to time he will need money for fine tickets, car accidents etc.

Yesterday Dad called... Another $1000 cash advance from my credit card. I was really pissed and really upset. Why he never understand and think for his family? He is such a selfish person. He can have $10000 cash advance every mth for all I care, as long as he pay up! My worries is that if he doesn't, I will have to! How unfair is that.

It is so hard to live when you have your own relationship problem, work problem and money problem that aren't techinically yours.

I won't deny I imagined myself killing him.. more than once that has occured to me. I am not cruel or insane but he is driving me nuts! If that is the price to pay for his sperms to give me life, I rather not be born.